I'm at a point right now that I guess I should have seen coming. It's amazing what power stress has on people. It can change a loving, caring person to a hateful, hurtful monster. I've seen it in myself, but most recently I've seen it hit a little too close for comfort and I'm not sure I can handle it. How can sisters go from being best friends who tell each other everything, to enemies full of resentment and bitterness? I don't like it... I don't like it at all.
The new job is in full swing and I am loving the amount of time it is occupying. I sincerely mean that. I love being busy. I have a lot in store this week. Classes beginning for my job, Recital planning, Annie Get Your Gun auditions, and then... RECITAL.
I had an emotional break down tonight. The girl who used to not know how to cry is suddenly an emotional basket case. The funny thing is, I only cry when I'm talking to my sis.
I pray everything falls together nicely for my Recital and that I'll focus and quit forgetting stupid things like my voice lesson, and the music to practice with Twan and her mother. Honestly Brianna- where is your mind?
In all other news I'm making some great new friends and Easter is on Sunday!
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