Tears

Today I cried:
- When I was on the phone fighting with my sister... because I realize family should be the biggest support you have and if you don't have that, who do you have? It makes me feel lonely.
- For my brother
- While looking at a picture my mom gave me of me singing next to my Grandpa (sometimes I forget how much he meant to me. That fact alone makes me sad)
- Because my Recital is in 5 days and I don't feel as prepared as I could be
- Because life changes and it's scary and exciting
- Because my mother loves me.

I post all of this because crying for me is a rare occurrence. I guess when the flood gates need to be opened, you just have to let them pour out.

Now my eyes are tired and I will go to sleep praying that tomorrow is a better day and that someday, somehow... God will fix my family.