Narnia is underway!!! This has been the craziest week ever and sometimes I wonder if I will be able to get through ALL of my responsibilities (those in and outside of the show) in this short amount of time.. We open in 3 days. Seriously though, I am blown away by these kids and I think the overall product is going to be WAY good. We are seeing our vision unfold before our very eyes on stage. It's magical really. I always get so emotionally invested in a show. Watching these kids on stage, seeing them interact with each other, seeing them overcome difficulties.. it's my favorite part of this. I know I am going to sit back opening night in awe with tears running down my face.. it's just how I am.
A challenge, however, is the sound board. Never before in my job title have I had to run the music as well, but it's coming together. It just gives me so much more to think about, I feel like I can't focus on the kids as much, which stinks..
Anyway, I am confusing. Yes, that might be an understatement. I don't know how to make up my mind, and in the interim I might be pushing away someone who means a lot to me. I just don't want to make a decision because timing says I have to. I really don't know. I overanalyze things and I am afraid of taking risks. I wish life were a stage. It's so much easier to take risks on stage.
I sit in Geosciences class right now hardly paying attention, as I have my internet on, Narnia script on one side of me, cell phone on the other, and coffee right in front of me :-)
Messiah solo audition today... oh man. We'll see.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
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