Extrovertedness

For the last 5 years or so l I have always considered myself one who rides the edges of extrovert/introvert. Well, I am pretty sure at this point in my life I am an extrovert, or at least a lot more than I used to be. I love to be around friends and people I love. If I am alone for too long, I get depressed.... Just being honest here. haha

My mind has vacillated so much since I have been on Thanksgiving break. I still don't know what I am going to do. However, instead of letting it consume me until I make a decision I am stuck with, I am just going to live one day at a time and see where God leads me. (Easier said than done)

My family is great. The Holidays make me anxious for that one day when I will meet the man I can bring around my family and have him enjoy them with me. Someone who will talk about football and laugh at my dad's jokes. Someone who will stand around the piano and sing Hymns with my mom and her side of the family. Some day.....

I'm still not sure if I am going to audition for Fiddler on the Roof. If I knew what was good for me, I'd just stay focused on my Senior Recital which is in February... but no, the Musical Theatre lover in me is having difficulty accepting that I may not have time to be on stage- my favorite place to be.

Tomorrow I'm going to Disneyland! My throat hurts, let's hope that goes away VERY quickly.