Decisions....

Today Lynzy and I went to Disneyland and had a grand ole' time! It really was great. No lines, Christmas decorations, fun pictures.....

Then I come home and reality hits. I HAVE SO MANY DECISIONS TO MAKE!!! I read an email tonight that said it is not too late to apply for December graduation.... I only have 1 class to take and my Senior Recital. I can't afford to pay to come back and be a full time student when that's all I have left... so I am praying that Dr. Brand and whoever reviews the Graduation applications find it in their hearts to let this poor girl out!!!!

Aaaaannddd then there are the many decisions that come with my plans for next semester.

For now, I need a calm mind, a healthy voice and strength to get through the rest of this semester!

In regards to another subject in my life- it's hard. I am not one to sit around and be at peace knowing their is someone in this world who I hurt. Someone who I spent every day talking to, and now he won't even entertain the idea of me. He doesn't want anything to do with me. Also, when I hear about his life and things having to do with him, it's hard not to care. It's hard not knowing when for a while we knew the happenings in each others lives. I have so much to tell him too. It sucks losing a friend...


.... I LOVE Disneyland though.... :-D