For the first 3 years of my College career I struggled with worrying. I continued to pray about it and tried to reflect on the verse Matt 6:34 "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.".... and after about 5 years I can say I feel recovered.
.... Except for right now. The stresses of graduation and my Senior Recital are eating at me and it's all I can think about. I am antsy, I'm biting my nails, my mind is racing... I HATE THIS FEELING.
It will all work out. I pray Doc says "sure Brianna, you can only do Choral Union, I will have mercy and be thankful for 4 years you worked hard for me".. HA! Maybe in a fantasy world. You can wish, right?
Instead let me rejoice in blessings... I PASSED PIANO PROFICIENCY! I recall walking into my Cottage about 2 years ago and proclaiming that the day I pass piano proficiency I was taking everyone out to dinner! Well, I passed. However, my funds are a bit low.. Rain check?
Tonight I had such a sweet time with my best friend, Antoinette. Dinner, coffee, listening to live music and Borders. Not to mention countless hours of laughter. I am blessed. That seems to be my anthem lately.
Someone told me today "There are no gray areas. It's either black or white". I need to continue reminding myself that.
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